God, I hate essays.

"The Autobiography of a Thought" is the topic for my latest FYS essay. It might be helpful if I actually had thoughts on the topics before I read the books for FYS so the ideas could change or evolve after I read the books! I don't give a piss about Darwin, Freud, Lu Hsun, or Weber. I don't even know what Weber is talking about half the time! Protestantism invented modern capitalism? Is that what the book is supposed to be about? I've got no frickin' clue! Freud and Darwin only make me want to kill myself.

I think I'm going to write about whether or not love and happiness can exist together, or if one doesn't exist, then the other cannot exist. I'm not sure. I can't fake this. I'm either going to prove that love and happiness do exist or that neither exist, and I'm just going to majorly depress myself. I think I'm a lameass uncreative writer at this point. I'm just on the verge of tears right now.

God, I hate essays.

"The Autobiography of a Thought" is the topic for my latest FYS essay. It might be helpful if I actually had thoughts on the topics before I read the books for FYS so the ideas could change or evolve after I read the books! I don't give a piss about Darwin, Freud, Lu Hsun, or Weber. I don't even know what Weber is talking about half the time! Protestantism invented modern capitalism? Is that what the book is supposed to be about? I've got no frickin' clue! Freud and Darwin only make me want to kill myself.

I think I'm going to write about whether or not love and happiness can exist together, or if one doesn't exist, then the other cannot exist. I'm not sure. I can't fake this. I'm either going to prove that love and happiness do exist or that neither exist, and I'm just going to majorly depress myself. I think I'm a lameass uncreative writer at this point. I'm just on the verge of tears right now.