Le sigh.

[fenderlove]

I know I'm back in college when it's midnight and I'm stuck on page one of a three page paper. I've got page three written; it's page two that just won't come out correctly. Damn you, Confucius. I wish I could just rehash one of my old FYSEM papers, but alas, it's a completely different topic.
Today has been one God-awful day. I ordered Chinese food, thinking I had $11 in my wallet, only to realize after I had ordered $11 worth of food that I really only had $9 in my wallet. Not knowing anyone on campus, I ran to the Campus Center to use the ATMs only to find out that the Campus Center is completely locked down on Sundays with no ATMs anywhere else on campus! I came back to my dorm building, panicking, hoping to God that they would accept a check. The girl at the lobby's front desk told me that they wouldn't and loaned me two bucks to pay for my food. She's was super nice, although I think she thought I was some dumb Freshman (God, I hate looking like I'm fifteen). I've gotta find her tomorrow after I go to the ATM to pay her back. All that trouble for a large order of Chicken Lo Mein and 8 crab rangoons... It was worth it I guess if only for the crab rangoons.

I've literally read all the daddy!kink in the world (sorry for using the d!k word, Roko-chan!). I'm so depressed about that fact. I really want to post my own, but I doubt anyone would want to read them. I'm afraid that they are kinkier and creepier than I could ever imagine. I wonder how I managed to write them....

ETA- A very happy happy birthday to Sueworld! You rock so hard, Sue! ^___^

Comments

[kidcyclone.livejournal.com]

I want to read them! :> And now there's some you haven't. I had to start writing my own because I had exhausted the supply I could find. . .

[fenderlove.livejournal.com]

Hee. I should probably just let you read them. If only you read them, then it would save me the embarassment of posting them on my LJ if they are no good. ^_~ It's a lot of medical fetish among other things... Yeah, and this one fic set in the Victorian era where Angelus punishes poor Spike by making him drink "coffin liquor" (the black goo left by a corpse in the rubberized coffins that were popular at the time). Also, I have a fic where Spike gets into some Absinthe and goes a little nutty.

[kidcyclone.livejournal.com]

Oh yes. Yes I think you must definitely let me read them. ;>
Medical fetish. . . forced medication/examinations are so freaking hot. Especially when done with the FF.

Oh my God I would freaking love to read the stories you described-Spike being made to drink that hideous goo! GAH! *puppy eyes*

[fenderlove.livejournal.com]

Hee. See, now I'm going to have to let you read them because I've gotten you all excited. I'll have to type them up from my notebooks soon.

I like the whole medical fetish thing. One AU fic that I never finished had Angel receiving a video from Darla and Dru who had kidnapped Spike and were video taping all the tortures they were inflicting on him, like a faux gyno exam with a speculums (some not meant for humans) and giving him an enema with enough water to technically burst a human stomach/intestines. So Angel has to run off and save his boy, but what he doesn't know is that Spike never was really kidanpped (he, Darla, and Dru just wanted to find a way to get Angel together for a little reunion). I wonder why I never finished that fic. *wanders off*

[kidcyclone.livejournal.com]

Ohh now I like that as well. Dark, twist ending, medical fetish, implied torture. . . My own dark unwritten stories have quite a bit of examinations, etc at the hands of the Master. . . .

[fenderlove.livejournal.com]

Ooh, and just when I thought Mark Metcalf couldn't get creepier! *shudders* You should totally write the unwritten stories. ^_~