fenderlove | Rough Times...

I've been having a hard time lately with a lot of things- stress, projects, general feelings of absolute worthlessness. I can't seem to do anything right or even get things done. I can't even leave my room half the time because one of the three people I shared the apartment with (the one who used her room for storage only) has suddenly moved back because she's using her room as a bordello for her and her boyfriend. Every time I step outside, there he is, covered from the chin down with tattoos, acting like I'm in his space because I need to use the damn microwave. If I do happen to see him when he's absolutely not supposed to be here (like the other night at 2AM), he leaves, waits fifteen minutes, and comes back. What's worse is that this girl lives right next to the R.A! He's been using their shower! It's disgusting! The R.A. actually told that girl to hide him from me seeing him because I told her once before that I called the police on my roommates two semesters ago because he nearly attacked one of the other girls in the apartment and that I wasn't afraid to do it again if I had to. I live in these apartments because they should be safer. I don't want him here with an all access-pass to our bathrooms and anything we leave outside of our bedrooms. The R.A.'s almost as bad. Her boyfriend and his friends are constantly here passed the designated time, all up on our couch, talking loudly at all hours. She's the fricking R.A! She needs to show some respect for the rules!
Also, I made the R.A. finally call campus security on the guys upstairs last night at 3AM. Those boys were screaming and obviously fighting. They were throwing each other around so hard that they actually knocked two of our light fixtures from the ceiling. Now those guys are up there, all pissy cause they got yelled at FINALLY for their behavior (after two semesters of them acting this way with no repremand), and stomping around and bitching. I just want to go up there and slap them all.
I just want to vomit... or curl up in a little ball and never leave my room again... or both. Sigh.